April's post: Guilty Pleasure!

Okay, after I watched Glee's Guilty Pleasure episode, I feel that's my exactly feeling right now.. I'm not feeling guilty because I have a problem with my friends or my family, it's not. Let me remind you that 2 weeks ahead are my bloody exam called AS-Level and held by the Cambridge Uni. And it made me feel guilty because I dont have much time to make revision, although there's a plenty time. I feel guilty when I don't studying and when I see some people who studying too, my guilty pleasure get bigger. And is it weird? or is normal? Yeah it's more like my problem with my brain and my heart maybe.

Let me countdown to summer holiday, it's about 2 months away and I can't wait, it's like my letting go of this guilty of not studying even though when I'm studying, I still feel guilty! Hah! It's weird, like creepy.

By the way, this kinda a big jump or different stories from before, I love LBD! a.k.a little black dress? The power of wearing lbd was like a huge impact for you? Like you feel different. I think I've always loved dark colour for clothes or dresses, something classy. And also, I've been trying to learn and yes I can do it now of course, smokey eyes. Um actually I'm trying to make my eyes become a dramatic smokey eyes and I'm on way for it, still learning! It's fun for eyeshadow-ing your eye, like you were painting on a canvas haha! (When I was a child I love painting, and even my teacher said I have a nice hand when I paint something.) So whatever, my conclusion is this month is my peak of stress. I present you, this was my (busy?) day, uhm a few weeks ago

 So last but not least, this is a bonus for you, from my lovely boys. I do still love them, my lovely boys. Kisses!

Happy 17th!

Wow, I still can't believe that I'm 17 years old. Is that really old? I'm getting old, and next year I'll go to the college/universities. Is time really that fast? Because the last time I remembered is that I was in my junior high graduation. And now here I am sitting in front of my laptop, and thinking about my future.
Nothing is special on my very sweet seventeen so I just called it as my very normally seventeenth birthday. Because it was just like the normal day, the difference is just that people wishing me a birthday, and I celebrating my birthday on my class and with my classmates. My dad, my grandma and my brother and with my maid surprised me at midnight which I was sleeping and very tired, they came to my bedroom and I woke up and I blew the candles and I got back to sleep again. And on morning as I try to remembered what happen on midnight, I thought it was a dream! Hahaha, I was half asleep so I still remember but I just feel that it was a dream though it wasn't because it has a proof such as the cake.
My exam weeks are coming and I'm not ready yet, even though I tried to be ready it is just hard! There is so many chapters for every subjects and I don't know where I need to begin. So, lately I've been watching a romantic, comedies and some drama movies, and my favorite is Something Borrowed and He Is Not Just Into You. My way for think of something is different than before. I do think as simple as I can, I don't want it to be more complicated so I choose to think simple. Well then that's my story for this weeks, for this march actually. Nothing's attractive, nothing's fun, just an ordinary story.
So, I need to go, I need to do a lot of revision, I mean, A LOT. Good night!

XOXO

Welcome Back, March!

I, officially welcoming you back my March. Okay so I was born on March, on late March specifically, but what people at my age said 'this year is special because you're turning legal'. But for me, it is just like my birthday in past years, not excited though I'm turning 'legal' and then I don't know why I'm not excited much but everything happens for reason right? I choose not to celebrate my birthday such as "Sweet Seventeen" or something like  that, I prefer to celebrating it with my family, I just want to have a warm, and happy birthday with my family. But then it turns out that my mom will go to Makkah on 25 march so that it means there will be without my mom on my birthday and there's more. But it's okay for me.

Okay I'm not going to tell you my whole story about this, I just want to tell you that my school um I mean, my-international-program-coordinator didn't let us (students, which is included me) for having a break or a holiday in a week and it sucks. Trust me, even my friends in other school with the same program, they have a holiday because the senior will have a school-exam or something like that but I think my interclass-program coordinator won't let us be a happy student. That what I thought. I'm in a mood for watching Glee, it's one of my favorite tv series besides Pretty Little Liars. I loved the new girls and boys in Glee, Marley and Jake is one of my favorite couple and of course, Finchel is my favourite too. So the guy who played the role 'Jake'' is Jacob Artist, and he's cute oh my God, I love his eyes when he looking at Marley, the girl he loved and well, she's his close-friends. I just loved to see him in Glee. He's charming, and Glee never bored me yeaaay!

So, this year I'm going to take my AS-Levels, it's a part of A-Level and I'm dying. Help me. Fyi, A-Level can help you for getting you into University in UK, or anywhere (if they accept A-Level) and it's equivalent if you getting into a college. Well it's like a foundation actually and I'm going to take that kind of exam on may until june. A month. Exam in a month. Omg, can you believe it? So I just need your pray, and wish me luck guys! 

perks

On this post I just want to talk about The Perks of Being A Wallflower book and movie, played by Logan Lerman as Charlie, Emma Watson as Sam and Ezra Miller as Patrick. I love the movie as much as I love the book. Somehow the book gave me some strength when I was literally a little bit depressed and so I listened to Asleep song by The Smiths. Such a beautiful song and I repeated it all the time. If you have listened the song before well maybe you know what is the song meaning of all lyrics. The other song that came from the book and movie is called 'Landslide' by Stevie Nicks and I loved it so much. The Perks novel was really amazing and if you haven't read it before, i think you should read it now! I was searching on a web before about people opinions about 'Asleep' song and the perks novel and the movie, and there's someone said that 'The Perks saved my life, you know, I was pretty fu*ked up and this book stopped me from hurting myself" and after I read his/her comment and I was like 'Wow' because I can feel like I was Charlie in the book so I can feel it too. There's another one from youtube top-comment on asleep-the smiths he/she said 

"Dear friend,

You do not know me but I am the guy who is in your school, the guy who sits alone at lunch. You don't notice me, but everyday I watch around me and understand. My best friend at school is a teacher (how sad is that?) and my favourite time of the day is the end bell. I go home to read what will become my next favourite book and try to fit in with my family even though we have nothing in common. I watch, I understand.

Sincerely,

The Wallflower"

Thanks whoever are you for being the top comment because I can read it lol, but it was all true. I can feel Charlie eventho I'm not exactly have been in a such situation but I love reading books, novels, biography or anything random, I loved it but only in one condition: if my reading mood was good, i would love read many books, if my reading mood was not good, i  'd collect them into my bookshelf.... hahaha.

What I could feel from Charlie is, he is alone and he's need a friend, when he was child he only has Aunt Helen as his friend so after he lost her, he might be feeling very depressed because it said that sometimes his blur memory about his aunt before his aunt that can come back anytime, with a blur memory. Oh no. I love you Charlie. But then he met Sam and Patrick, they became friends. Stephen Chbosky made an amazing book and the movie too. This is one of my best movie after Easy A. So my best movies are Easy A and The Perks. (Hey, I don't know why I loved Easy A so much, but I really like the movie and I can't tell you why I love it so much? Hahaha sometimes I got very confused too why I loved Easy A so much.) So it's already late and I don't know why I kept talking about this ha, so I need to get back to my bed and sleep. Goodnight.

Love,

Sugar Spring.

(Hey!! It's Charlie's style of writing his story! Ha!)

Last few days of holiday..

I spent my new year eve's with my whole family in Bogor and I was so happy because I went to another place rather than stay in here, in Jakarta. I stayed at my family's villa and it's in Bogor Raya and the view was really really amazing! I'm really that close to Salak Mountain and Gede Pangrango Mountain, I can see rice field in front of our house and that's remind me of 5cm movie so much! Before I went to Bogor, I spent with my friends at Blackhouse that is located on Tirtayasa Street, South Jakarta. It was my friend's private birthday dinner and when I was entered Blackhouse, I thought it's big because the cafe contains with 6 different themes such as coffee area, books area, boutique area (you can see the picture below this).

 My mum recently has been cleaning up her vintage clothes which is her clothes when she was in Japan and it was on 90s, so I am so lucky because I've got a bunch of vintage clothes from my mum! It is definitely from 90s and mum, I loved it so much! Thanks to my mum that I have found her old bag but it is really rare so I took it. I'm goint to spent my last few days of holiday maybe just by reading a book or maybe reading 'Fashion Book' that has been recently arrived by mail, it has been a month since I ordered the book.. well, it took sooo long for arrived but it is really worth it to wait! and also I'm still waiting for my last order which is Teen Vogue Handbook that I've been dying to see. Come on....

See you! 

Congratulation Running Man! (Welcome 2013!)

SO............. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013! I'm going 17 this year and I just can't believe that I'm getting olderrrr. December was exactly my leisure time because I spent it with watch movies and dramas and on the last few months of 2012 'Dae-Han-Min-Guk' has got my attention, it's a well-welcoming because what I love from that is the variety shows, I mean I do love Running Man! and of course the dramas as well. That's the only things why I'm very concerned about dae-han-min-guk on a few past months. This is my truly deeply confessions. (For you information daehanminguk is mean South Korea! I do love Running Man and only the dramas but I dont really like the idols, sorry to say this but this is my truly confessions too, everybody has different opinions right?). So let me introduce to you to Running Man, it is a very-very funny reality variety show that can make you will not stop to laughing. You need to watch it from the very first episode because it's the basic and you will enjoy it! (Believe meee!) So, what I want to say is CONGRATULATION for Running Man as the best shows of SBS Ent. Award 2012, it their second award winning after last year they win for the first time and I want to dedicate this very first post on first paragraph on 2013 for Running Man casts and pds. Congratulation!