Saturday, February 1, 2014


OMG! Have you see tfios trailer? It's on EVERYWHERE! I mean especially in youtube. Well I saw it first with a very low quality (the leaked one) but two days after that the HD version came out and DAMN SHIT HAS GOT REAL. I'm crying of course. Replaying EVERY TIME, I want to see every details on the trailer. What I most remember is when Gus' speak in the background, and I know it's from his letter (which makes me even more crying).
"You can't get to choose if you hurt in this world, but you do have a say in who hurts you." 
(it's from Gus's letter)  and when in a swing,
"I hope you realize you keep your distance from me in no way lessens my affection for you." "'Gus, I'm grenade."
Okay wait, I just realized  that the last time I posted about ansel-gus related, I was mentioning "What You Wanted" from OneRepublic. AND YET IT WAS ONE OF THE SONG ON TFIOS TRAILER! Wohoo, i knew it that song would be amazing if it puts on some movie trailer and yeah finally! And I do realize now that I am so damn lucky. Because I get noticed by Ansel Elgort on his livestream TWICE in a row! Although it's been a long time, but I am so thankful. He even favorited my tweet too. Be jealous bitjes. But now i think it is so hard to get noticed by him as many followers he has and everyone dying about him, dying to get his attention haha. But still, "I can't tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity."  and here is it, The Fault In Our Stars Trailer:

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Back to the 90s

Back to the 90s

Crop shirt
$26 -

Leather jacket
$150 -

Diane Von Furstenberg leather handbag
$415 -

Saturday, August 24, 2013


SO. I'm on my mood for reading something. And after I finished The Fault In Our Stars, I decided to read Divergent. I love it. I really love the book. One of my favorites. Actually I want to read Paper Towns but then I was thinking about getting disappoint for the story or whatever is it because Augustus and Hazel 's story already made me fall in love with them. So yeah I chose Divergent because it is a different genre and everyone said that it is a good book, really good book. In my opinion, if I ever get to choose between The Hunger Games Trilogy or Divergent Trilogy, I'll choose Divergent. Sorry, but Divergent is more like 'a world to me' haha, but I still love Hunger Games, because Hunger Games was the first book about dystopian I have read. 
Anyway, in Divergent, it has 5 Factions. Amity, Abnegation, Erudite, Dauntless and Candor. The choosing for factions is more like to choose what might fit into your personality. I'll give you the meaning for each faction and divergent + faction meaning, it's from the book btw and it is from dictionary also.
DAUNTLESS: fearless, undaunted.Undaunted: courageously resolute, especially in the face of danger or difficulty; not discouraged.
ABNEGATION: 1. to refuse or deny oneself (some rights, conveniences, etc.); reject; renounce.2. to relinquish; give up
ERUDITE: characterized by great knowledge; learned or scholarly
CANDOR: 1. the state or quality of being frank, open, and sincere in speech or expression; candidness.2. freedom from bias; fairness; impartiality.That definition definitely helped me flesh out Candor more, particularly in the second book. The faction is not just trying to develop honesty– they’re also trying to develop impartiality.
AMITY: 1. friendship; peaceful harmony.2. mutual understanding and a peaceful relationship, especially between nations; peace; accord.3. cordiality
In the book, when you are 16 you can choose the faction according to your aptitude test, and after that you'll need to choose what faction you think you can fit in or you feel that it is 'more like you'. The stories is interesting, Veronica Roth can keep me to turn the next page and so on. I read Divergent for 2 days but then I read Insurgent was more one and half days because it is soooooo amazing, and interesting too. Anyway, the movie will come out in March 2014. I know it's a long waiting but, I'll give you the teaser trailer and soon I'll give you the full trailer. The full trailer will coming out first on VMA this sunday 25/8 so let's just wait. But this teaser trailer already give me a happiness like seriously, that 12 seconds was the best 12 seconds in my life or that 12 seconds means everything to me. I am a Divergent fan. So here is it I'll give you the teaser trailer...... (BUT! Don't forget to read the book first okay? You will like it, I swear!)

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Ansel Elgort - Augustus Waters

Okay so "What You Wanted" song from OneRepublic recently playing on my mind everyday but I'm not going to talk about that song. Two days ago, Tuesday, August 20th 2013, Ansel Elgort who will play Augustus Waters on TFIOS movie or who played Caleb on Divergent movie was having a live stream! Yippie! I was on my way to school, and it was around 5.30am!Ahaha, so he said that any followers can ask him everything, and I tried, I asked him a lot of questions and one of them is "How is your music project?" and then, after a few minutes I sent that tweet to Ansel. HE READ MY TWEET. Okay, I was like "OMG" "I'm shaking" and I was shouting too. That was crazy! By the way, he answer my questions, yeah he said that his music project is doing well and so on. I have the footage. I mean I get it from a fan too, she recorded it btw. And I am so happy. I thought I was hallucinating that Ansel answered my questions and he mentioned my username and my name (I used a combine name for this special twitter account because this twitter is used for spamming and something, yeah whatever) but I'm still happy. I'm going mad and even until now I still not believe that he really answered my questions and mentioned my name and my username on his live stream, I'm so lucky, don't I?
So here is, the footage of the Ansel Elgort's live stream on Tuesday. (Just press the play button and skip to 2:20 and that he answered my question!)

Monday, August 5, 2013

The Fault In Our Stars

For Gus, I know you are now in heaven, you can see all people that you loved from above there. I know that Hazel will always love you. She do love you, Gus. And so am I. I fell in love with you ever since I met you on the book. I think it's weird to fall in love with some fictional characters but I don't know. I cried when I know that you died 8 days after your pre-funeral. It was so sad. I can't even comment about this book anymore. Amazing. Sad, very sad. Funny. I bet you all girls if you read "The Fault In Our Stars" will definitely fall in love with Augustus Waters. He had his beautiful blue eyes and when you look at his eyes, in a second you are blushing, melting into his eyes and also he has a charming smile also, whenever you see him smile widely, you will also smiling him back. Oh, God. Augustus is definitely a guy that all girls want to be her boyfriend. He is romantic and funny. Can I have him?
The Fault in Our Stars tells a story about a girl, 16 suffering from cancer and her lungs suck being lungs and then she met a guy named Augustus Waters, in which he is so hot. Damn hot. And story goes on about their relationship. It will make you laugh and then cry, and laugh and cry over and over again. I heard that TFIOS will turn into a movie, and the cast who will play as Hazel is Shailene Woodley, I love her and Ansel Elgort will play as Augustus Waters! He is handsome, and cute and I think he has Gus' smile, I saw his smile in some interview on youtube so whatever. John Green did an amazing work and successful to make me cry. I cried after I read Looking For Alaska, and this time I cried more and more after I read TFIOS. I hope the movie will be as spectacular and awesome and sad and funny as the book. I hope so. I hope the movie will make me more cry than after I read the book. Hopefully. These are some visualization about the book and I think it contains some spoiler anyway, yeah I get it from Tumblr

So here it is the cover of the book, paperback or hardcover, well I you see this cover, I bet you already judge the book by its cover, but it's okay! It's good for this book. Because the book is really awesome. I also put a video in which the writer of this book read to you chapter 1 from this book. You should follow him on youtube! Vlogbrothers ; And i put the 2 pics below the video, the illustration one and the real pic with real people and.... it's Hazel Graze and Augustus Waters! The one pic is the illustration and the real pic is the cast for Hazel and Gus! Yippie! It's Ansel and Shai btw :)

(Pic above) It's Gus and Hazel. The real visualization. Thank God, at least I can see Augustus (again, bcs he will die in the book, ops spoiler sorry) Yeah, I can't wait for the movie. I heard that they will start filming on this month! 23rd of August exactly. Yeah I just can't wait.
UPDATE: So all the casts of tfios will begin shooting the movie on Tuesday 26th August, I'm so freaking excited and yeah, I will give you some update for the movie.
IT'S GUS AND HAZEL. YEAY! FINALLY. THEY MET UP AGAIN. And oh look at Shai's hair, she chopped her hair for charity and both for tfios movie. This is getting more interesting.

/ANYWAY. Can you give some advice? I am now feeling guilty again because I'm not studying and you know this feeling just sucks. I hate this. I just keep thinking the future which means it's good but I don't want this guilty feeling. So will somebody help me get through with this? Any advice please? /