Sugar Spring

What a nice monday.

2012-01-30T17:44:00.000+07:00

It started rain before the last ring of school. And there was a little drought in front of my school gate! Dan banjirnya lumayan bgt deh buat ukuran pelajar itu gak cetek, diatas mata kaki lebih 3cm. Lumayan bgt kan?
Sepatu px gue bener2 udah basah. Awalnya gue numpang dr kelas barengan pake payung temen berdua, trus sampe gerbang sekolah langsung shock liat jalanan di samping kanan ujung ke arah mendawai di depan kejaksaan udah banjir, lebihnya lg gue harus main banjir-banjiran sesaat demi mencapai tujuan yaitu mendawai. Niatnya gue gak mau tuh sepatu gue sampe basah, tp apa daya emang semua jalan yg bisa dilewati digenangi air semua. So I take the risk, sepatu gue beserta isinya yaitu kaos kaki dan kaki gue sendiri pun basah bener2 basah. Rok bagian paling bawah gue juga basah, dan tas gue pun juga sedikit basah gara2 kena rintik air hujan.

Perjuangan gue belom selese, gue harus ke tempat les ya karna emang hari ini jadwalnya les kimia dan buat sampe ke tempatnya itu loh halangannya banyak. Jalanan masih pd basah semua, ternyata byk juga yg banjir dan gak cuman bulungan. At least, gue bisa bilang 'lah yg banjir bukan bulungan aja kok, di ini sama di itu juga banjir'. Dan gara2 jalanan basah, imbas naik motor saat itu adalah kena becek dr kaki, kakinya jadi kotor. It is really disgusting. I hate it, setiap kali kalo naik motor dan jalanan becek itu menyebalkan! Bener kan?

Disela-sela perjalanan gue mencari toko minimarket semacam Indomaret atau Alfamart atau apalah itu untuk beli sendal. Begonya kenapa gue gak beli di warung2 aja ya, udah lebih murah sama cepet nemunya. Gue beli sendal jepit dan harganya tuh gak worth it bgt padahal sendal jepit doang, hadeh untuk ukuran seorang pelajar seperti gue ini, harga sendal jepit 28rb itu kemahalan buat gue. Mahal banget malah. Dan setelah gue menyesalkan gara2 asal ngambil sendal jepit dan gak liat harganya dulu, gue memutuskan utk melanjutkan perjalanan hingga sampe ditempat les. Disaat sampe ditempat les, gue minta izin ke pengajarnya dan gue bilang mau ganti baju gara2 risih. Disaat itu kebetulan hari ini gue ada pelajaran olahraga, so I changed my skirt's uniform to a short sport's uniform dengan memakai atasan kemeja baju putih seragam dan alas kaki sendal jepit berwarna pink. Sepertinya hari ini gue bener2 kena sial atau gimana gak ngerti, tampilan gue pun yg dr awalnya tampilan pelajar gini kenapa jadi berubah aneh kebangetan........

Anyway, selama gue menjadi anak SMA yg udah hampir setahun, baru kali ini ada banjir disekitar sekolah gue dan banjir2an buat sampe dimendawai. Pengalaman yg seru dan mungkin bisa jadi besok2 kaya gini lg. Worth to try mungkin? Hahahha. See ya fellas!

Fri-tiring.

2012-01-27T20:18:00.001+07:00

Today is the last week of January. And I think this month is full of a random feeling. Mulai dari seneng sedih terkejut ah semuanya ada deh. Hari ini juga adalah hari tergabut. Pelajaran pertama yaitu Chemistry seharusnya kita ada presentation dari masing2 kelompok, tapi dikarenakan lcd lagi error kita malah ngebahas soal. Padahal lagi gak mood banget buat bahas gituan. Disambung physics sama pkn yg juga gurunya gabut malah gurunya gadateng. Pengen pulang cepet2 awalnya, tapi gue harus ikut briefing GA ke-2 untuk mendapatkan materi tentang organisasi&kepemimpinan di salah satu kelas di lantai 3. Briefing GA yg kedua ini 28 orang yg ikut disuruh tutup mata kira-kira ada deh setengah jam-an dan you know what it feels like? Kayak bener2 udah pengen tidur tp terus ditahan mulu, malah gue hampir ketiduran dan kakak BPH nya bilang gini 'jangan tidur ya'.

Oke damn it, mendingan merem trus tidur kan ketauan enak, gue pun berusaha keras banget buat gak tidur, akhirnya pas disuruh buka matanya rasanya tuh pegel nya gakuat. Mata lo rasanya gakuat buat ngeliat, trus mata memerah dan kita semua pun dikasih materi2 yg lumayan berguna buat pengetahuan kita tentang bph. Pulang sekolah gue mengunjungi wtg, tempat kumpul buat temen2 smp yg seangkatan sama gue dulu, gue niatnya sih cuman mau ngasih uang jaket aja ke salah satu temen gue. Eh malah ngobrol2 keasikan sama temen-temen cewe gue yg ada disana, Narat dan Alda.

Narat ngasih gue sebuah brosur dari Universitas Gadjah Mada or you can called UGM as you know. Gue sebenernya nitip ke Narat buat ngambilin brosur ITB sama UGM. Tapi sayangnya, gue belom begitu jodoh untuk dapet brosur nya ITB apapun itu, tp yg jelas gue beruntung dikit lah masih bisa dapet brosur ttg teknik di UGM. Dua universitas itu adalah dua pilihan universitas yg gue pengenin. Insya Allah, I wanna be an engineer or an astronom someday. Amiin! Belajar astronomi itu ada hal asiknya, mungkin karena gue lagi tertarik sama hal astronomi makanya gue begini kali ya hahaha, Yaa intinya semoga gue bisa masuk ITB atau UGM sesuai dengan jurusan yg gue inginin. Ya walaupun perjalanan 'belajar' gue di SMA ini masih cukup jauh dan panjang, apa salahnya sih kita punya impian dan tujuan hidup setelah SMA? Jadi yaa Amin amin amin deh. Dan wish me luck for GA dan tahap2 selanjutnya buat biar menjadi salah satu calon anggota bph. Wismilak guys!

Sepertinya sudah disini lah gue ngepost dikarenakan gue gak begitu fit matanya untuk bertahan di depan layar komputer dalam jangka waktu yg cukup panjang. See ya:)

Unexpected.

2012-01-27T19:52:00.001+07:00

So here I am again. This morning started rain again and I was wet cause of a little rain in front of my school. The first lesson for this day is ESL and yet it's still boring for me and I think my friends have the same opinion. It is not because the subject, I think the teacher doesn't know how to relieve the boredom in class, it supposed to be fun when studying English and I don't know when this boredom in esl lesson will end. When the 2nd break-time has come, one of our seniors made an announcement that who wants to be a/an OSIS or PK just come to the First Briefing of GA in Multimedia Room after the school. So, I've asked to all my classmates who will join GA and no one wants to join. So I was discouraged cause I don't have any friends from my class. But then I still decided to had a briefing GA or Gladi Anggota for the first time. My point is I just want to be one of them (OSIS or PK). I want to be PR in OSIS or PK so wish me luck ya guys!

Anyway, I've just read "Letters,Stories, and Dreams" by Cassandra Niki. 70% the stories of the long-distance relationship is definitely true. When you miss someone but you just can't meet him or her directly and it sucks. Time spins fast, so sooner or later you/him will feel like you are too tired, bored, and you need a little time for yourself to take a rest. That's the time when you make decision what do you want, holding on or letting go. Or it will get worst, if you or him/her cheated on you. Yea life sucks but maybe sometimes 'sucks' happen for a reason which can make your life better. It's true right? I've been in ldr and it failed. So this night before I go to sleep, I just want to share the songs that used to be my favorite& the motivational songs for me hahaha. So here there are:

1) Like We Used To - A Rocket To The Moon (Ft. Larkin Poe)
"Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Don't throw it all away? Can you do all these things? Will you do all these things... Like we used to?". I just like this song, the acoustic version is much better I think.
2) Just A Feeling - Maroon 5
"It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes, and in that darkest day that she refused to run away. From love she tried so hard to save."
3) The War Is Over - Kelly Clarkson
" You get me caught off with 'you're my girl forever' so I forgive you cause it feel good when you hold me.. I'm finally walking away, cause you're not a worthy.. Your words no longer defeat me." All I have to say is thank you.
4) Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
"Have I found you, flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, big pill american mouth, big pill stuck going down." There's no opinions for this song, I just like to listen it before I sleep.
5) Pearl - Katy Perry
"I used to be a shell, I let him rule my world. But I woke up and grew strong and I can still go on.." this is a motivation song who-ever read this, who ever you've been like that, just listen this song and you will feel better. Luckily I've never been like that.
6) Cry - Kelly Clarkson
"Is it over yet? Can I open eyes? Is this hard as it get? Is this what it feels like to really cry? What I want this just go away.. " this is for my depressed-mood. When you really tired for anything you've been through and you can't stand it anymore. You feels like you wanna cry but the fact is you can't so you pretend it all.
7) Forget About It- All Time Low
"Cause feel like a bad jokes, walking tight to hold on to you, was it real? or a love scene from a bad dream I dont think I can't forget about it!" Hahaha I just like this song.
8) I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
This is my favorite song since I was in 6th grade!!! "When you go, don't ever think I'll make you try to stay, and maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way."
9) The Lover After Me - Savage Garden
"The lights go out the same, the only difference is you call another name."
10) Young, Wild & Free
"So what we get drunk? So what we dont sleep? We're just having fun, we dont care who'll see. So what we go out? That how's supposed to be living young, wild and free." <3

I just have ten of many songs. Today are so tiring but fun and I have a headache that really annoy me while I'm making this post. Get well soon for me! Goodnight. xo

Back to school again and again

2012-01-24T12:21:00.000+07:00

Me, back to school again after had a 3 days of holiday because of the lunar new year and so this is mean that I'm back to the reality too. Belajar dan belajar seperti itulah tugasnya pelajar. Bedanya hari ini gue sekolah udah gak perlu pake salam trads kalo ketemu kakak kelas 3 yg trads juga. Soalnya kmrn2 gue tetep aja masih belom afal beberapa kaka kelas tiganya. Back to the topic, bangun pagi kali ini super duper ngantuk dikarenakan gue yg telat untuk tidur. Last night, I found a printscreen tentang "Naskah Drama" disaat gue waktu sd kelas 5 dan 6. Dan gue langsung keinget, ternyata jamannya SD gue sempet ada acara drama di kelas dan dulu gue yg bikin naskah nya. Seratus persen gue bikin naskah nya dan gue baru menyadari hal itu sekarang.

I have many interest on my life. Seperti,
Art, Design and Architecture, Fashion Magazine

Why Art? Karena gue juga nggak tau entah ini bakat dari kecil atau gimana atau ini hanya kesenengan gue disaat gue gak ada kerjaan. Tapi udah dari kecil gue suka gambar. Cuman itu kayak sekedar kesenangan gue dan gue lanjutkan berlebiih karena gue skrg jg menyadari gue gk begitu bakat. Entah karna gue kurang ngelatih gambar atau gimana, but now I still love it. Terus kenapa design? Kalo ketertarikan gue terhadap design sih mulai gue sejak SMP. Tiba2 ada cita2 kepengen jadi fashion designer. Gak cuman pengen jadi designer tapi gue juga pengen jadi editor in chief di salah satu magazine yg terkenal. Honestly, cita2 utama gue sebenernya itu. Kerja di majalah, mungkin gue bakal mencintai banget pekerjaan itu jika suatu hari gue bener2 kesampean. Sampe sekarang pun gue jg masih begitu menginginkan menjadi editor in Chief seperti Anna Wintour.

Dancing

Sampe sekarang, dancing is still my one of my favorite interests instead of Art. Dari kecil pula gue juga udah nari, awalnya pas masih TK gue les nari bali. Trus gue berpatisipasi di acara 17an di RW-RT rumah gue selama 3 tahun berturut ikut mulu kalo gasalah sih. Mulai dr contry dance trus modern dance sampe traditional dance juga pernah di jajal. Sampe sekarang ketertarikan gue terhadap dance msh belom bisa berenti, gue pgn belajar breakdance, atau hiphop. Tapi dari SMP gue masih ngelanjutin tari tradisional di eskul yaitu saman di SMA ini. I feel like I'm limitless when I'm dancing, lo ngerasa lega dan semua masalah yg membebani otak lo selama ini tiba2 menghilang disaat lo nari. That's why I love to dancing.

And so much more! Tp itu adalah interest pilihan dr sekian banyaknya interest. Gue skrg2 ini juga lg tertarik dengan astronomy 'things' such as stars, moon, galaxies, contellations. Belajar mengenai alam semesta sih lebih tepatnya. Cuman yg bikin gue bingung sampe sekarang adalah gue belom bisa menemukan interest gue yg paling utama. Seperti apakah itu? Gue juga suka membaca tp gak begitu suka banget sih. Dan yg baru2 ini gue sadari adalah gue suka menulis tp belom ada impian buat jadi penulis. Kalo diitung2 banyak banget buku jurnal yg udah gue beli, dari sd ada juga macam buku diary dan isinya full bertulis (oke no offense bgt).

Anyway, gue ngetik ini disaat gue lg dikelas. Dan sekarang lg istirahat, semua tmn2 gue juga lg gak ada kerjaan, gabut semua. Ada yg tidur, makan, main laptop dan gue sendiri lg ngerjain tugas autobiografi gue yg harus selesai bulan april nanti. It means that I make my own autobiografi, dicetak trus ntar dibaca sama orang2 yg lg liat diperpus. Itu gawat banget. Gue lupa beberapa kejadian disaat gue masih TK. Aah..I want to go home as soon as possible, capek banget hari ini. Butuh waktu tidur sebentar. Dan sudahlah posting membosankan untuk hari ini. I'm just sharing my own stories guys. See you!

About dreams.

2012-01-23T19:10:00.000+07:00

Everyone have their own dream right? Begitupula juga gue. Banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak banget impian2 gue yg gue pengenin. Mulai dari hal yg kecil deh kayak, impian jadi pacar seorang selebriti hollywood atau jadi pacar pemain sepakbola favorit gue yaitu, Gerard Pique. Nah itu dari hal kecil nya, kalau dari hal besar nya seperti impian pengen liburan pergi ke bulan. Agak gak masuk akal sih tapi di dunia ini apa sih yang gak mungkin?

Di awal semester 1 ini gue super duper stress mungkin awal adaptasi sama suasana 'high school' ini. Nilai yg gue dapetin pun juga sangat pas-pasan. Oke lanjut tentang ke impian lagi, gue punya beberapa 2 impian yg lagi pengen banget banget gue capai! Ini gue bikin buat penyemangat hidup gue kalo kita itu gak boleh buang2 waktu dihidup hanya untuk sedih-sedihan aja, atau gak melakukan sesuatu yg berguna. So here there are:

1) Report Result

Kenapa rapot? Karena semua berasal dari rapot. Impian gue yg paling terdekat adalah nilai rapot gue membaik. Maksudnya sih nilainya itu gak lewat dikit dari nilai KKM tapi lewat jauh dari kkm. Seperti angka 8 atau 9 semua tertera di rapot gue. Believe it or not, nilai segitu kadang bisa bawa untung juga, tp perjuangin dapet nilai segitunya loh susah banget. Sampe ngejar-ngejar guru buat susulan atau bisa juga remedial berulang-ulang demi menyicil nilai yg masih kurang (itu terjadi di temen-temen gue) kadang juga ada gurunya yg super duper ribet nya buat ngasih nilai, tp mungkin ada hal yg baik dibalik maksud itu guru kali ya.

Dan yg penting adalah, gue harus mengurangi jadwal ngantuk gue di dalam kelas. Dan mengaktifkan emotion semangat belajar disaat guru udah mulai nerangin. Ohyeah! Kenapa begitu susahnya sih?!?!?!

2) Travelling around Indonesia/ Pergi ke liburan terdekat untuk merefreshing otak.
Yapyap, ini salah satu impian gue yg paling penting dan paling banget gue pengenin. Mungkin suatu saat gue bakal bisa bener2 keliling Indonesia atau pergi ke tempat liburan favorit gue yg tentunya di Indonesia dan terdekat ditambah gue pergi sendirian atau bersama keluarga. Kalo keliling Indonesia ya udah jelas ke tempat2 yg menjadi spot utama liburan buat para org yg butuh liburan di sepanjang Indonesia.

Nah kalo tempat favorit gue adalah, gue pengen pergi ke Anyer, atau ke Bandung (tapi bukan yg penuh fo nya yg gue pengenin, suasana sejuk dan adem nya itu) atau ke Jogjakarta, pergi ke malioboro trus ke candi Borobudur, but fyi, I've never been to Jogjakarta! Gue cuman sering denger aja kalo tiap org yg abis ke Jogja pasti kesitu deh. Trus yg jelas harus ke Bali ya walaupun gue udh pernah kesana tapi Bali itu is a must! Atau ke Lombok dan yg terakhir ke Pulau Bunaken! Tapi ini judulnya juga hampir sama kayak keliling Indonesia, bedanya gue cuman berada di Pulau Jawa, Bali, Nusa Tenggara sama Sulawesi. Yaaah itulah impian liburan gue yg masih belom tercapai. Padahal itu di negara gue sendiri hahaha, mungkin ada yg sama juga gitu nasib nya seperti gue? Just kidding;)

1-6; Bandung, Jogjakarta, Bali, Pulau Bunaken, Lombok, Pantai Anyer

Nah sebenernya masih banyak banget, cuman ini dua impian ini adalah yg bener2 gue pengen dan apalagi yg pertama harus gue capai. Karna dari poin pertama itu bisa jadi beranak apa aja, seperti bisa masuk PTN Favorit pilihan gue. Amiiin. Intinya, semua itu berasal dari sebuah mimpi atau impian, bisa terwujud apa ngga nya itu mungkin2 aja dan itu tergantung sama lo nya sendiri. Lo bener2 niat buat wujud in itu apa gak. Duh ngomong apaan sih, sok bijak kan gue hahaha yaudah deh. I guess that's the story for today. I hope you guys will like it. See ya:)

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Today and yesterday

2012-01-22T22:39:00.002+07:00

Today, yesterday and the day before yesterday was a unpredictable day. Karena, di hari jumat gue terkena berbagai kesialan disitu namun ada kebahagian yang rasanya bahagia seperti terbang keluar angkasa. Oke lebay tapi seriously gue seneng bgt.

1. Jumat 20 Januari 2012

Gue kepleset di Masjid Kejaksaan yg letaknya bersebelahan dengan sekolah gue. Awalnya adalah gue bersama Arlissa, one of my classmates, udah gak tahan tuh mau menahan rasa buang air kecil. Kita memutuskan untuk ke toilet di masjid yang letaknya didalam kejaksaan. Setelah itu, gue lupa buat make kaos kaki, dan gue lupa bahwa ada air yang gak nampak dilantai, akibat dari itu semua adalah: Gue hampir dan hampir jatoh. Belom lagi banyak orang di masjid yang lagi siap-siap buat sholat jumat tiba-tiba kaget trus nengok kearah gue gara2 kejadian gue hampir jatoh lalu sedikit berkata 'Monkey' ah damn itu nanggung malu yang sangat luar biasa banget. Kaki gue juga luka gara2 kepleset. Berdarah malah. What a great accident in friday. Seharusnya hari jumat itu adalah hari yang baik-baik aja, tapi gue malah kena sial. What a good life.

2. Sabtu 21 Januari 2012

Happy 16th Birthday to my bestfriend! Sarah! She is one of my really-close friends in elementary school. Gue, Salsa dan Sarah udah temenan dari sd sampe sekarang ini kita masing-masing udah SMA semua. Ada acara makan-makan di Hema untuk merayakan hari ulang tahun ke 16 nya sarah itu. A lot of fun! Kita semua ngobrol-ngobrol, foto-foto dan gak lupa yang paling penting adalah makan.

Sarah's birthday surprise party @ Hema

What I was eat? Ada 2. Saking laper nya dan saking rakusnya. Yup, gue makan Spaghetti Napolitan (actually I ate fettuccine napolitan) and Sirloin Steak!

Lezat bukan? Yupyup, gue juga jadi ngiler banget. By the way, singkat aja nih, setelah itu gue melanjutkan perjalanan ke Gramedia Puri Indah Mall, hunting buku Sitta Karina. Dan akhirnya pun ketemu! Hari ini pun gue juga ke Gramedia lagi, di Bintaro Plaza tepatnya dan gue menemukan satu buku lagi karya kak Sitta Karina yaitu 'Putri Hujan dan Ksatria Malam' sama 'Imaji Terindah' so what do you think? Gue gak mau nyia2in kesempatan mumpung itu buku ada di toko buku langsung deh gak pake pikir gue beli sama buku karya kak Esti Kinasih yg judulnya 'Jingga dan Senja'. Well, gue mau share foto bukunya deh, pasti pada tau deh =P

Dan 3 hari belakangan ini sungguh sangat melelahkan buat gue. Lalu gue tiba-tiba shock melihat timbangan yg menunjukan angka gak wajar buat berat badan gue. Indahnya hidup ini.

Happy Weekend! Happy Lunar New Year for who those celebrate it! Selamat liburan =

7th January - 14th January 2012!

2012-01-22T16:46:00.001+07:00

I haven't tell you about the extra holiday rite? Jadi gini, seharusnya sekolah gue itu masuk tanggal 9. Tapi kebetulan sekolah gue lagi mengadakan event lomba tahunan yg besar ini dan dipanitiakan oleh kaka kelas gue, kelas 3nya tapi anak kelas 1 nya juga salah satu panitia, seperti bawahan dari panitia-panitia utama. Eventnya disebut dengan 'Bulungan Cup 13' or you can called 'Bulcup' jadi gue bolos, oke gue ulang B-O-L-O-S selama seminggu. Full bener2 seminggu.

The poster of Bulungan Cup 13

- The days before opening ceremony and the opening ceremony

It was fun, tiring but I am really excited! Trads 70 menampilkan paduan tarian yaitu Rapai Geleng, Saman dan yg terakhir Tarek Pukat. Latihan nya udah dari kapan tau tuh, gue kebetulan dipindahin dulu barisannya dari barisan tim saman utas jadi ke tim saman aud. Sebenernya gue agak canggung awalnya dan rela gak rela dipindahin, abisan ada satu gerakan yg belom gue lancar banget dan gue takut itu bikin malu barisan ini hahaha. Anyway, opening nya berjalan lancar, tapi sangat sungguh melelahkan. Dan dihari itu pun gue butuh tidur banget so I choose to go home earlier. Gue gakmau sampe sakit yg sampe ribet. Nah dibawah ini ada beberapa foto yg ditaken dari seseorang gue lupa namanya siapa tapi kebetulan bgt dia nge'jepret' fotonya pas dibarisan dimana ada gue, Ovi dan Firus.

- The 3rd - 6th day (Monday, 9-12 January 2012)

Inilah asiknya bolos, lo bisa bangun siang, gausah ribet2 liat jam kalo kesiangan sih santai2 aja. Sebenernya dari pihak guru yg nge handle kelas gue itu udah ngehubungin nyokap gue kalo tetep masih ada pelajaran disekolah tapi cuman sampe jam 12. After I discussed with my mom, beliau memberikan gue pengertian sepertinya. Gue harus pergi ke senayan untuk latihan saman setiap harinya sampai di hari H menjelang lomba yaitu hari Kamis tanggal 12 Januari. Before the day, I worried. Gimana kalo tim saman utas ini gak menang? Target kita padahal seengganya lomba di bulcup ini kita bisa dapet juara, berapapun itu juaranya. Oke gue gakboleh gitu, gue harus tetep optimis apapun yg terjadi! Di hari lomba saman, gue ketemu beberapa temen SMP. Kalo dulu kita itu masih jadi satu tim tapi sekarang kita masing2 jadi musuh di lomba ini. Kalo menurut temen2 gue dan kakak2 kelas saman, penampilan saman utas itu bagus banget buat ukuran pemula di utas.

-The last day of bulcup

Ini dia yg ditunggu2!! Tapi bakal sangat sedih gara2 gak ada libur tambahan yg seenak ini, semuanya dijalani asik2 aja, dan gue juga belajar banyak hal. Di closing bulcup ini gue menjadi penjaga penitipan rokok. Kerjanya itu kalo ada orang yg ngasih nomor titipan rokoknya lalu kita tanya 'rokoknya apa?' (misalnya) 'Mild' and suddenly I know where is it, bentuk dan warnanya pun gue jg tau. Sampe2 ada kakak kelas gue yg bilang 'Jago juga nih utasnya hahaha'. Okay itu cuman pernyataan, bukan perkiraan bahwa gue adalah seorang perokok. Nope. Gue tau beberapa rokok juga gara2 orang disekitar gue pada ngerokok. Gue pun pulang jam setengah 1 pagi dan dijemput oleh keluarga gue. Kita pun makan2 di deket stadion lari di GBK. Yg tiap malem banyak jualan nasi goreng itu loh... ya at least I still have an amazing night with my family!

Itu semua melelahkan tapi seimbang dengan happy nya yg kedapet, maksudnya sih seneng2 nya gitu. Anyway, ternyata setelah perjuangan keras tim saman utas ini akhirnya membuahkan hasil juga, alhamdulillah tim saman utas dapet juara 3 di bulcup. Lumayan bukan? Inget aja 'setiap usaha yg kamu lakukan, sebesar atau sekecil apapun itu pasti selalu ada hasilnya' tp kalo saman sih usaha kerja samanya yg harus dibesarin:)

So I guess I've told you about what is an extra holiday right? Capek banget nih rasanya, untung besok libur loh bukan bolos hahaha. Goodnight:)

It's a beginning of life.

2012-01-21T22:51:00.001+07:00

Happy New Year 2012! I know, it's too late already. And I am so sorry I've been in a crazy life. High School things. Yap, gue sekarang sudah menjadi anak SMA. Dan tepatnya lagi sekarang gue menjadi siswi SMA Negeri 70 Jakarta. Sekolah yang gue pengenin sejak awal kelas 9.

Gue juga jadi gak sempet update ini blog sampe dua tahun malah ya? Hahaha, stupid! Sok sibuk banget sih. Eh tapi emang sibuk sih, tahun 2010 itu adalah masa sibuk-sibuknya gue belajar. Stress. Sungguh sangat stress. Jadinya berimbas deh ke blog gue ini. Dan fyi, ini blog gue bakal ubah tema nya jadi journal blog aja. Ya such as my personal life lah tp random juga sih masih ada fashion nya sedikit kl emang gue lg pgn ngepost itu. Mudah-mudahan gue gak bakalan sampe ngaret dua tahun gak ngepost apapun deh hahaha!

Goodnight everybody! =P

Beyond my dream.

2010-11-28T00:15:00.001+07:00

Being a 9th grader is sucks. Harus beli buku soal ini itu biar lo hafal macam jenis soalnya di UN kaya gimana. Biar nanti NEM yg didapet bisa masuk buat sekolah pilihan lo. Les sampe malem. Pulang2 langsung tewas. Tp justru kelas 9 inilah kelas favorit gue selama jadi a junior high school's student. Sibuk nya ini gak kerasa semua gara2 kecampur sama emosi yg random trus ngerasain bareng2 temen angkatan.

And these are my random photos:

Oh yeah, and I want to say something, why Looklet is always suck from now? I hate it when I CANT SAVE MY LOOKS. *Sigh*

Addios!

I love to playing

2010-09-26T20:35:00.016+07:00

Hello fellas!
I am so sorry I've never posting something. Because, I have to-do lists about 'school' again. And because I must stay focus to National Exam next year.
And btw, so how about your long holiday? Tell me tell me I want to see about your holiday story!!
I have a pretty nice holiday, I went to bandung, and I just have a holiday only around Jakarta. I love the athmosphere in Jakarta when lebaran because they're not traffic jam and we can driving so fast right? hehe.
I have just bought hareem pants flower in N.y.L.a and skirt from Lamode and some t-shirts.

Flower Pants- NyLa; Pink tanktop; Lace Jacket-Rosebud; Blue Skirt-Lamode

Take a looks from my looklet: follow me and give me some love:

Tell me which one do you like?

Y no se olvide de seguir mi tumblr: http://krazyzooms.tumblr.com/

Grab it. My Eyes!

2010-08-09T23:19:00.006+07:00

Happy Fasting for Moslem people ;)\

I hope you will forgive all my mistakes guys!

Many topics I want to share about you, First, the eyeliner. Yes, I have just took a photo with make up (just eyeliner) When I see my face, waw! Voila.

My face just change into a scary face like a ghost. A little bit freaky about that. But you should see this, my eyes! My eyes!!

I've just download Adobe Illustrator (tryout) and when I tried to drawing, I feel so comfort. And this is my first draw:

Someday, I wish that I could be a famous designer or a fashion editor magazine.

I really like those two jobs.

Especially I am full interested in design.

By the way. I made some inspirational for you. From topshop of course.

Hope you will like it. This mix match is made by me!

Check it out:

Well, as usually I need you criticals or your comment.

Then, I've some tips about 'How to make smoky eyes' actually I've learned that,but I'm still can't do that hoho.

Smoky Eyes

1) Swipe a clean Q-tip around the eyes using a liquid makeup remover to remove any remaining eye makeup.

2) Apply a touch of concealer around the eyes and blend well.

3) Use a fresh Q-tip as an applicator to pick up a dab of soft bronze brown cream eye shadow. Place in the center of the eyelid and blend outward. Build the color to be as dark as you like. I also use the cream eye shadow as a liner by just blending close to the lash line.

4) Next, line the inside of the eye with a dark brown or black eyeliner.

5) Curl lashes and coat with a black mascara. Pair this look with a very neutral lip or a sheer gloss.

Voila! Good to go!source from: http://teenvogue.com

Sooooooooo, after I learned about 'Smoky or Smokey Eyes' I practiced it huuaua.

Let me show you, this is what happen with my eyes (again):

Okay, so what do you think? Now, I know how to make a smoky eyes. But as usually, I was a beginner to make a smoky haha. And I used my mom's make up for trial hihi. So the shadow doesnt really good right?

And, finally

I tried to search about Watching Fashion Week live streaming, then I found http://londonfashionweek.co.uk/

I found a collection gallery from Christoper Kane then my God, I love that SHOES!

So cute. Damn, I'm in love with that heels.

Oh yes for sure I love his clothes too!! What a beautiful design :) I think he made design with 'Galaxy' inspiration haha lol

I think I just can post it guys. So, you next time ;) keep reading.

Welcome to H-O-L-I-D-A-Y

2010-06-22T14:24:00.001+07:00

Welcome to holiday! Hm sebenernya bukan liburan yg sebenernya sih. Tp kesempatan ini mengharuskan gue untuk menikmati liburan karena kelas 9 nya lagi sibuk buat prepare ujian nasional. What a life rite? Itu baru indah namanya hidup. Penuh dengan liburan. Anyway, I decided spent the holiday with my friends. Kita pergi ke dufan, niatnyas sih seangkatan eh malah cuman segini aja. Ini tahun pertama dimana angkatan gue pergi ke dufan. Ditahun ke dua pergi ke dufan baru tuh udah setengah angkatan yg ikut.
So here's the pics:

It's a bad expression of me rite?

Well, this holiday kinda boring cause I'm sick now, I have an influenza. What a horrible holiday.
By the way, in the night i will watch FIFA WORLD CUP! I support, England, Argentina, Spain, and Brazil. How about you?
I guess this is the end of my post for today, have a great day everybody :-D

My 10 Favorite looks on my looklet:

2010-03-30T23:20:00.000+07:00

Hey guys, I just dont know what I want to post hehe but lets have a lil bit sneak peak about my looklet page.

Sometimes I plays my looklet, but do you know what? I love to play looklet at night. I dont know why,but at night my inspiration just come. And many inspiration if I plays looklet everynight hahaha. Weird right?

But i want to tell you, there's 10 favorites of my looks on looklet.

See it :

1. Rock-ie

2. Freak

3. Gothic

4. Nudie

5. Simple but still stylish

6. The Classic Time

7. No Idea when I'm made this look:

8. Reddie

9. Berry

10. Edgier

Want to see more?

Just check out my looklet page

Retriana Maharani Looklet's Page

My Birthday Party and My Friend's Farewell Party :(

2010-03-29T09:57:00.002+07:00

Hello reader,long time no post ya? hehehe sorry for the late post. Well last saturday (27 March) is my birthday hehe, and I'm 14 years old now. So old right?-_-
And on 27 march too is a farewell party for my friend because he will move to malaysia today :( . Actually, the farewell party is not in my home, they want go to Dunia Fantasi,Ancol. Because there's a little problem, they canceled to go to dufan, and have farewell party in my home.
We had a lot of fun on 27 march, laughing together, playing together, aaaa I will miss it that moment. And my friend's who will move to Malaysia (named Ginkko) he has a funny laugh that we will miss it so much and Ginkko please dont forget us yaa.

Its me hehe, photo taken by Meis

And I wear: Plaid Outwear,Stripes Tank Top, Acid Wash Jegging, Flowe Necklace

The boys

on right: Ginkko

Qiu-Na!!

The Cheese Cake!!! Yummy

We played 'tepok nyamuk'

And when on 18.00 only 10 people is still in my house

After maghrib they went back to their own home.

There's no pics of me? Of course!! Because I taked all the photo with Meis hahaha.
My friends who attended on my birthday and farewell party are 29 people!! Theres : Ghina,Odi,Cicha,Sarah,Imes,Meis,Narat,Chikkita,Adri,Katon,Albi,Kiki,Ojan,Rafi,Dodah,Rio,Ginkko,Didi,Nadhilla
Nasya,Imam,Salsa,Jildra,Benita,Afina,Andini,Eja,Ari,Natali, and Narumi. Thanks a lot guys for come to my party and ginkko's farewell party. Thanks for all who those coming!

And, just it that I can tell you for now, see you next time and see you on next post :D

Thanks for read this, I'll wait you comments :D

My new inspiration icon : Lourdes Leon !!!

2010-03-23T20:23:00.000+07:00

Lourdes Leon. Madonna's Daughter. Yep, I want to tell you about Lourdes. I dont know why, I like her style. She's 14 in this year (same as like me) but she knows how to be layering. I think she's begin when 11 years old. And these, I have the snapshot of her daily style:

What do you think? Cool right? Yes of course! I love her style,and she is just become my new style icon after alexa chung and taylor momsen. Lourdes know her way to layering :D
See you on next post ;) And goodluck everybody who have a national exam !!!

Playing with Shawls- Barter- Nerd

2010-03-16T00:06:00.001+07:00

Here we go to the Playing with the shawls

I've just bought Infinity Scarf and The Acidwash tubular shawl from Cotton.Ink on last brightspot saturday. When I entered Brightspot market, it was very crowded, this is the second time I've been to brightspot market. Last Brightspot (This March) was very different than Xmas edition, but I would like to come to brightspot market later. Actually my moms didnt want to buy something for me, but after she look Cotton Ink again (and I was looking there) then she asked me, 'what do you want?' and I said "Just the acid wash, I want it mom,looks cool'. After that,my mom is looking for the infinity scarf, in Cotton Ink booth it was only one infinity scarf, my mom and I very like that so she bought the acidwash shawl for me and the darkgrey infinity scarf for me and her too hehe, thanks mom :)
By the way, I have 2 models in the photos, wear the acid wash or the fringe shawl?
Which one is the most better?

These photos with Infinity Scarf and Fringe Shawl

or
The Infinity Scarf + Acidwash Tubular Shawl

AND... both of that

Details of shoes

Sometimes I'm feeling so not in the mood but sometimes I can handle it with taking a photos or drawing :) Yesterday, I found my friend's sunglasses actually it mine. Before that we was barter, I gave to him a sunglasses,and he too. He is my good-friend and his name is Freksa hehe. thanks for the sunglasses ya! He gave to me long long time ago maybe last year on November ( I think, because I was forget what month it is). I took the photos and the result was so nerdy, and so horrible. But so lets see

Well, I havent think it totally. I took those photos when I'm in a badmood and sorry for the result if was toooooo BAD hehehe :) I just want to share my photos.

The outfit on the photos above are: Stripes Tank Top-Fashion Guru;Infinity Scarf-Cotton.Ink;Acid wash Tubular Shawl-Cotton.Ink;Fringe Shawl-Cotton.Ink; Gold Chain Wedges- Picnic

A present for me from my mom

2010-03-09T19:27:00.000+07:00

Hey bloogies,how are you?
I hope youll be fine. Before tell about my new shoes that i've bought in j-town, i want to say thank you very much god, thankyou my mid-term2 score was good and not too bad. I'm glad to hear that hehe :D
And now the stories begin.... On sunday 7 march i visited j-twon creative junction at sency 6th floor. I saw many brands and local clothing in theres, but I like Picnic Shop, Saint Sinner, Whiteroom, Mitchybelle and etc. But after i looking at picnic shop booth, I saw the cool wedges that i was like before when i saw in their website before. I really like that wedges, and i hope my mom can buy that shoes, after i talked with my mom and dad, my mom said that the wedges is unique and cute. Oooooh itsjust like me, I was said that before I looked at their booth. I saw that wedges first on their websites: Picnic Shop
After that, my mom bought that wedges to me, on the shop online that wedges cost about 599rb but at the jtown all the shoes get discount. Aaaaaa im really excited to hear that ;) Thank you mom.
But before that, she said if i bought this, i cant buy anything in brightspot market later on 12-14march ;( huuu I wish i can buy something on brightspot market later, hehe.
So there is it a pics of my wedges

Chained Wedges - Picnic

New Top and Legging Floral Prints! Thanks ;)

2010-03-04T15:36:00.000+07:00

First, I want to say thank you and thank you very much to my grandma's. I love youuu grandmaa. She bought for me some top and legging and flat shoes from Aussie. Well I like it so much. There's some snapshot

Lace Jacket-Rosebud, Pink Shawl-Mom's, Floral Top Dress- Valley Girl, Floral Print Legging-Valley Girl , Black Flat Shoes-bets

Actually the top and the legging is almost same but its just looklike. the pattern of the flower is different. Exactly,the top doesnt fit to me, but i can make the top be the dress. hehe.

Sorry for the late post, this week i have midtest until tomorrow, so after tomorrow i have a charity's school program on saturday and on sunday I'll go to the J-Town Creative @ Senayan City, hihi thank you mommy ;)

See you my readers, on the next post i will tell you about my puffy stripes dress and the bodycon floral skirt.

See you on Friday

J- Town Creative Junction, Fashion Market for Local Brands or Brightspot Market?

2010-03-04T14:43:00.000+07:00

Hello guys, im sorry for the late post hehe. I wanna talk about J-TOWN Creative Junction, maybe its like brightspot market, but it isnt just the collection abous designer in indonesia theres some clothing line too like mejiku, noin brand. This event will be handled on 5,6,7 March 2010 @ Senayan City 6th Floor.
Well I cant wait it, but i think i cant go to there in 5-6 march because in 5 march i need to prepare my school charity's program on 6 march. Maybe on 7 march i can go to the senayan city. Wish luck for me, I have a midtest until tomorrow ;) see you guys, I just posting to show you some good news;)

Fashion Tenants:

Brightspot Market March 2010 :

Sorry for the updates just stay tuned and waiting http://brightspotmarket.com

New Floral Skirt

2010-01-27T21:04:00.000+07:00

Hello fellas!
How are you today? Well I hope you fine. Not like me, I have cough and influenza now -__- but I will get well soon later, Amiiiin.
My aunt was come back to Jakarta from Australia and she bought a floral skirt (bodycon) to me!!
I really love that skirt, do you want to see? there is it... but WAIT I use my cousin's computer i mean my cousin's iMac and I used some effects hehe :D

Black Lace Jacket-Rosebud , Black Tanktop-unbranded , Flo Necklace-Storberi, Floral Skirt-Cotton On

How's about my new skirt? Yippie yippie. I'm so happy right now, my aunt was give me a floral skirt and an korean's vest aaah I like it so much.
On the next post I'll tell you about my puffy puffy dress ;)
See you on my next post,bye hihi xoxo